plz talk to me plz

behind every successful man

Behind every successful man, There is one girl friend (she just like this) But what about unsuccessful man scroll Down - - - - - - - - - - - - A Lot of girl friends just like ma frend manish sharma.

Lonely In Paris Shadow Children Water Baby " What are you lookin at " Moonrise over the ocean Running on water Jealous Childhood "Honey" Sleeping Beauty Dream On... Silhoutte Ecstasy! Perfect Lonely Family Companion Love Never Fades Tic Tac To Gone With The Wind Rays Of Hope Life Comes A Full Circle Don't Tell .... Water - Thy Touch So Pure Strings Of Life

good morning

GOOD MORNING TO ALL FRIENDS. HAVE A BEAUTIFUL DAY.TAKE CARE. your friend Surya

love u

THINK ABOUT THIS: 1. At least 5 people in this world love you so much they would die for you. 2. At least 15 people in this world love you, in some way. 3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you, is because they want to be just like you. 4. A smile from you, can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you. 5. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep. 6. You mean the world to someone. 7. Without you, someone may not be living. 8. You are special and unique, in your own way. 9. Someone that you don't know even exists, loves you. 10. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it. 11. When you think the world has turned it's back on you, take a look, you most likely turned your back on the world. 12. When you think you have no chance at getting what you want, you probably won't get it, but if you believe in yourself, you probably sooner or later will get it. 13. Always remember THE complements you received, forget about the rude remarks. 14. Always tell someone how you feel about them, you will feel much better when they know. 15. If you have a friend, take the time to let them know that they're great. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*

hay chek this out

A different Love letter and a beautiful reply to it.




A teenage college guy sent a love letter (in Q/A format) to his classmate.

My Dearest Reshma,


Please answer the following questionnaire. For Options

(A) 10 marks,
(b) 5marks and
(c) 3 marks.
**********


1) Whenever you enter the class room, your sight always falls on me because:

(a) of love
(b) you couldn't control seeing me
(c) really ... Am I doing it?
**********

2) Whenever professor cracks joke, you laugh and turn and look at me because:

(a) you always like to see me smiling
(b) you are testing whether I like jokes
(c) you are attracted by my smile
**********

3) When you were singing in the class, I entered and immediately you stopped singing because:

(a) you are so coy to sing before me
(b) my presence influenced you
(c) you feared that whether I'll like your song
**********

4) When you were showing your childhood photo, when I asked for it, you hide it because:

(a) you felt ashamed
(b) you felt uneasy
(c) you don't know
**********

5) During trekking, myself and my friend gave you hand for lifting you and you took only my friend's because:

(a) you enjoyed my disappointment
(b) you won't feel leaving my hand after grabbing
(c) you don't know
**********

6) You were waiting yesterday for bus and didn't get into your bus...

(a) you were waiting for me
(b) you were dreaming about me and didn't notice the bus
(c) that bus was crowded
**********

7) You introduced me to your parents when they came to college because:

(a) I am going to be your groom
(b) you just want to know what your parents think about me
(c) just you felt like introducing me to them
**********

8) I told that I like girls wearing roses. Next day, you came with a rose on your head because:

(a) to fulfill my wish
(b) you like roses
(c) by chance you got a rose
**********

9) On that day, it was my birthday. You too came to temple early at 6:00 A.M because:

(a) you want to pray along with me
(b) you want to meet me before any one could meet on my birthday
(c) you want to wish me at temple because you are spiritual.
**********

If you have scored more than 40, then you are loving me. Don't delay in expressing it.


If you have scored between 30 and 40, love is budding in your heart and it's getting ready to bloom. If you have scored less than 30, you are in confusion whether to love me or not.


Eagerly awaiting your reply..

Love , Aakash


************ *********



Reshma's reply letter was also in Q/A format ........


Aakash ,

Please answer the following Yes/No questionnaire.
**********

1) If somebody sits in the first row, normally people entering the class, sees them.

(a) Yes (b) No
**********

2) If a girl laughs and looks anyone, is it love?

(a) Yes (b) No
**********

3) While singing, if somebody forgets lines of the songs, will he/she stop singing or not?

(a) Yes (b) No
**********

4) I was showing to my friends (who are all girls) my childhood photo.

You poked your nose inside..... Right ?


(a) Yes (b) No
**********

5) I avoided to hold your hand during trekking. Couldn't you understand yet?

(a) Yes (b) No
**********

6) Should I not wait for my best friend ( Anjali ) at the bus stand?

(a)Yes (b) No
**********

7) Shouldn't I introduce you to my parents as a friend?

(a) Yes (b) No
**********

8) You have said you also like Lotus, cauliflower, banana's flower. Is it true ?

(a) Yes (b) No
**********

9) Oh was that your birthday. That's why I could see you in temple. I come daily to Temple . Do you know ?

(a) Yes (b) No


If you have answered "Yes" to any of the question, then I am not loving you. If you have answered "No", then you don't know the meaning of Love.


Hope everything is clear to you .

what is life

The secret of life is to make the best of whatever comes along, Make every day fresh and new, Go in search of knowledge and experience. Let your questions and your answers reconcile. Do your best to remember that the best kind of learning curve is an educated smile. Share your magic with the people who share your memories. Let your feelings run deep. Be in touch with the people who live in your heart. Be a caring person who plays for keeps. To really know what success means, earn it. Don't rely on some elevator to get you there. The higher the floor you want to reach, the more important it is to take the stairs. The easiest lessons to remember are the ones you learn the hard way! Appreciate the little things that make each day unique and special. Have A Beautiful Day and...May God Bless All My Friends

for u kanika ....... i am sorry........

hi frends hope u like this blog.

ture frendship

Best Friend "True friendship is like sound health, the value of it is seldom known until it is lost." "Show me a person without prejudice of any kind on any subject and I'll show you someone who may be admirably virtuous but is surely no gardener. Prejudice against people is reprehensible, but a healthy set of prejudices is a gardener's best friend. Gardening is complicated, and prejudice simplifies it enormously." "The best kind of friend is the kind you can sit on a porch and swing with, never say a word, and then walk away feeling like it was the best conversation you've ever had." "Someone told me the delightful story of the crusader who put a chastity belt on his wife and gave the key to his best friend for safekeeping, in case of his death. He had ridden only a few miles away when his friend, riding hard, caught up with him, saying "You gave me the wrong key!" Good Advice If your best friend's feeling tearful, Try not to be too cheerful. Just let her fill your ear full Of sad tales by the score. And when she is through, She'll feel as good as new. Now you'll be feeling blue. But that's what friends are for! Our best friends and our worst enemies are our thoughts. A thought can do us more good than a doctor or a banker or a faithful friend. It can also do us more harm than a brick. "If all my friends were to jump off a bridge, I wouldn't jump with them, I would be at the bottom to catch them." I testify that our teacher, our shepherd, is Christ, our best friend, who clears up all our doubts. He heals our wounds and turns our pain into sweet experiences. "People are like stained glass windows. They sparkle and shine when the sun is out, but when the darkness sets in, their true beauty is revealed only if there is a light from within."

i love u

You are everything Ocean deep and heaven high The farthest extremes of perfection You are everything The only song I want to sing The melody that dances on the wind You are everything You are the thunder that rolls across my skies You are the lightning that flashes in my eyes You are everything My earth, my sky, my moon The very soil beneath my feet Every star up above You are breath; you are life, The blood flowing through my veins My past, my present, my future And everything in between You are a raging hurricane A storm almost out of control You are a soft, cool rain on a hot summer night You are the calmness in my liefs oceans You are everything You are the shimmering gold of every sunrise and sunset The sun could never rise without you to gaze upon You are the gates that swing open always asking me in You are the tallest tree dancing in the wind You are the mountain stream Flowing with innocence and beauty You are everything You are dreams in wake You are wishes answered You are prayers granted You are fantasies lived. You My Love, Are Everything. Every Little Smile can touch Somebody's heart May U find hundreds of reasons to smile today and May U be the reason for someone else to smile always! Keep Smiling!! Spread the Killer Smile!!

Beauty of Natural World

hi frends hope u like this blog.

this is tur love

Meet Me In Love Take my hand and walk with me to a place where lovers go, where kisses are like raindrops, and soothing rivers flow. Inhale the perfumed sweetness of the roses as we near, one step closer to paradise, an oasis crystal clear. The sun will burn much brighter in skies of the bluest blue, and stars that shine at midnight will shine for me and you. We'll walk along the shore-line the waves crashing all about, cleansing the uncertainty, removing all the doubt. My words will sound much sweeter when I whisper in your ear, I'll always be in heaven as long as you are near. Don't second guess the reasons, look beyond, and look above, then close your eyes and meet me in that special place called love.

plz don't leave me alone plzzzzz

WHAT HAPPENS WITH MYSELF (LOVE) :-

sometimes we face hurt even we do not deserve it...

especially we get killing hurt when we are so in love...

may be the person who caused this hurt ...

don't know how much he damaged your life ...

and you can't even explain him/ her...

all what you learn is to live with it...

to smile to the people like nothing happened...

eat, sleep, work, talk...

like nothing bad happened to you...

and you can't even talk about it with anyone...

only you understand how much you are alone ...

with this pain...

you leave people ...

you leave world ...

and become alone...

sometimes ...

both feel the same pain ...

but they remain apart...

only God knows why...

it isn't forever...

with time ...

pain goes away ...

and one day ...

the best person comes to your way ...

to "kiss" out this pain from you...

happy valentine's day

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colour code..

Hi Members thx for your lovely lovely mails keep passing on such nice stuff, our group is great group do let it be the best of best. Hey tomorrow is 14th feb and I got for you all something interesting to do that day Dress Code for February 14 Blue - Free Green - Already Booked Orange - Going to propose someone Pink - Accepted proposal, needs recovery time Black - Rejected Proposal Yellow -- Broke up Gray - Not interested Red - Have one, need one more

about me

How I Love You Just look at me And then you’ll see How much you mean to me I want only you I dream that I could hold you now I would do anything but I dunno how I hope that you’ll be mine again Bcz I wanna erase forever that pain. I’ll Always Love You Before I met you, I was badly hurt from relationships that fell Apart, I didn’t wanted an end, I thought nothing could cure me, My heart would never mend. You walked into my problems And made them go away, I didn’t wanna be with you, B’cz I thought you’d hurt me someday. I gave you achance to see if that was true, But omething was different and you were Something new. Now, I know what your love is truly about, Your sweet, honest, and loveable, Something I can’t live without. I hope that this love will last, Because you know I’ll always love you, I hope we’ll never part, Because I know you love me too… Dream Come True Have you ever had a dream come true? A dream that totally amazed even you. I’ve had a dream most of my life, In this dream I find a wonderful partner. Helps me to become all I can be. Sometimes I act so terribly sappy. It always seems to make me happy. He brightens my life more than the sun. We laugh together and often have fun. And during the times that I must cry, He is always there to make my eyes dry. In you my love, I have found all these things, And if you will, please wear this ring. And if you are nothing more than a dream, I hope I never wake up. I love you so much When you find someone you love It’s hard to tell them how you feel, but even Harder to explain it’s real. It hurts so much to hear that person say, Im Wrong to feel this way! What can I do? What can I say? To make you understand how I feel about You each and everyday! Is it that my heart skips a beat everytime you Pass or how the walls around the heart came Down with just a glance. I toss and turn all night in bed, thoughts of You running through my head! I don’t know what to say to prove that it’s Real Words cant express the way I feel Just hold my hand and look into my eyes If you see tears falling to the floor then you Know It’s meant to be, that I really do love you! Your Name I worte your name in the sky, But the wind blew it away. I wrote your name in the sand, But the waves washed it away, I wrote your name in my heart, And forever it will stay. Promises This ring I present to you, As a symbol of my commitment. My commitment to you, And to the promises I now make. I promise that you will be my one and only, The only one that I share my love with. I promise I will always be true to you, I won’t ever break your heart. I promise to tret you like a prince, Just the way you should be. I promise to never hurt you, Whether it be physically or emotionally. I promise to lift you up, At those times you are feeling down. I promise to wipe your tears, Whenever you need a good cry. I promise to keep you smiling, To show off that smile of yours. Last of all, I promise to love you with all my Heart, Until the end of time. Living in our memory! Sitting in my bedroom alone Listening to songs we used to listen to. Thinking back to when we met. Thinking how much I really miss you. Looking at our photo, Tears fill my eyes. Looking at how happy we were. How I didn’t realize. I miss everything. From dancing, to fighting, To you holding me close to your heart. I miss our cuddles… I try to forget but I cant. 5 years since we met. Its gone so fast. Yet it still feels like just yesterday, Since we were living our perfect past. You told me the past has gone, And that we remain apart. You also said you see me in your future, And that I’ll always have your heart. Those words I’ll never forget. Because I believe every word. I also believe in never-ending love, And a love that is no longer heard. So forever I’ll whisper. l’ll whisper I love you.’ I hope you hear me calling, Because you know my whispers true. surya (hacker) Never break four things in your life- Trust, Promise, Relation and heart becuase when they break they dont make noise but pains a lot.

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who is frend.

happy Valentine's day

please wait the images will load in few seconds please wait the images will load in few seconds please wait the images will load in few seconds please wait the images will load in few seconds ===================================== Love photo for my Valentine (kanika) =====================================

i love u......

happy valentine's day

Here is a romantic collection of stuff for Valentines: HAPPY VALENTINES DAY

i love u

i lvu u.

UR NAME MEANING

Your Name Meanings

Instructions: What u do is find out what each letter of ur name means.
Then connect all the meanings & it Describes YOU. [Its True & isn't it Great]

If you have double or triple letters, just count the meaning once.
For Example: SURYA

S= You are very broad-minded.

U= You feel like you have to equal up to people's standards.

R= You are a social butterfly.

Y= You cause a lot of trouble.

A= can be very quiet when you have something on your mind.

& MY FREND

K= You like to try new things.

A= You can be very quiet when you have something on your mind.

N= You like to work, but you always want a break.

I= You are always smiling and making others smile.

K= You like to try new things.

A= You can be very quiet when you have something on your mind.

A = You can be very quiet when you have something on your mind.

B = You are always cautious when it comes to meeting newpeople .

C = You definitely have a partier side in you, don't be shy to show it.

D = You have trouble trusting people.

E = You are a very exciting person.

F = Everyone loves you.

G = You have excellent ways of viewing people.

H = You are not judgmental.

I = You are always smiling and making others smile.

J =Jealously.

K = You like to try new things.

L = Love is something you deeply believe in.

M = Success comes easily to you.

N = You like to work, but you always want a break.

O = You are very open-minded.

P = You are very friendly and understanding.

Q = You are a hypocrite.

R = You are a social butterfly.

S = You are very broad-minded.

T = You have an attitude, a big one.

U = You feel like you have to equal up to people's standards.

V = You have a very good physique and looks.

W = You like your privacy.

X =You never let people tell you what to do.

Y = You cause a lot of trouble.

Z = You're always fighting with someone.

I LOVE U.

IN THE NAME OF ALLAH THE MOST MERCIFUL, THE MOST BENEFICENT' Since a very long time ago, people have searched for the meaning of love. But even the great philosophers, with their profound definitions, could not fully touch its true essence. In a survey of 4-8 year olds, kids share their views on love. But what do little kids know about love? Read on and be surprised that despite their young and innocent minds, kids already have a simple but deep grasp of that four-letter word. "Love is when a girl puts on perfume and a boy puts on shaving cologne and they go out and smile to each other." "Love is when you go out to eat and give somebody most of your French fries without making them give you any of theirs." "Love is when someone hurts you. And you get so mad but you don't yell at him because you know it would hurt his feelings." "Love is when my mommy makes coffee for my daddy and she takes a sip before giving it to him, to make sure the taste is OK." "Love is when you tell a guy you like his shirt, then he wears it everyday." "You can break love, but it won't die." "Love is when mommy sees daddy smelly and sweaty and still says he is handsome then Robert Redbird." "I know my older sister loves me because she gives me all her old clothes and has to go out and buy new ones." "When you love somebody, your eyelashes go up and down and little stars come out of you." me & u I THINKS U LIKE IT.

I LOVE U.

I am not able to tell you that i LOVE u. It is some what hard for me to tell you that how much i love u.
i can't able to tell u becz u reject it . I know . Do u love me.

hope u like these photo .
love means :-
when u start thinking for some one. that's love.
when u care for some one . that's love.

i cares for my parents becz i love my parents .

same i cares for u that's why i love u.

i am really serious about u.

yaar i really love u.

this is my first love & also last .


just ready these two story.


"

once upon a time there was a blind girl.............

one day she said to his boyfrnd that he mustnot leave her coz she is blind

after sumtime by chance a person donayed his eyes to the girl

wen the girl saw her bfrnd she was shocked to see that he is also blind..........

the girl leave the boy and said to him that u r blind now i can't live with u.......

after few days that boy died

he left a note for that girl and in the note he wrote

" U DIDN'T CARE FOR ME , BUT PLZ TAKE CARE OF MY EYES"

"

yaar if u r hurt by all this then sorry for all this.

becz i don't want to hurt ur feelings.

i love to talk to u i love ur smile especially u in goggles u looks nice।

yaar i love u

if u don't have any feeling for me just do me one thing just post ur photo & about u . hope it will be a memory for me .

hope u will do all that thanx a lot for giving me ur precious time.


finally sorry if i hurt ur feelings ......




<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<< इ LOVE u KANIKA>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

THAT"S KHANNA SIR'S CLASS (chemistry )

love chemistry bt i find this poem an awesome fr who can't understand chemistry

plz read this.....................................

FOR ALL My Desi Guys & Gals.

Na Ye Chemistry Hoti ,

Na Mein Student Hota


Na Ye Lab Hoti,

Na Ye Accident Hota



Abhi Practical Mein Aaye Nazar Ek Ladki

Sundar Thi Naak Uski Test Tube Jaisi



Baton Mein Uski Glucose Ki Mithas Thi

Sanson Mein Ester Ki Khushbu Bhi Sath Thi



Aankhon Se Jhalakta Tha

Kuch Is Taranh Ka Pyaar

Bin Piye Hi Ho Jata Tha

Alcohol Ka Khumar



Benzene Sa Hota Tha

Uski Presence Ka Ehsas

Andhere Mein Hota Tha

Radium Ka Abhas



Nazrein Mileen, Reaction Hua

Kuch Is Taranh Love Ka Production Hua



Lagne Lage Us Ke Ghar Ke Chakkar Aise

Nucleus Ke Charon Taraf Electron Hon Jaise



Us Din Hamare Test Ka Confirmation Hua

Jab Uske Daddy Se Hamara Introduction Hua



Sun Kar Hamari Baat Woh Aise Uchal Pare

Ignition Tube Mein Jaise Sodium Bharak Uthe



Woh Bole, Hosh Mein Aao, Pahchano Apni Auqat

Iron Mil Nahin Sakta Kabhi Gold Ke Sath



Ye Sun Kar Tuta Hamare Armanon Bhara Beaker

Aur Hum Chup Rahe

men V/S Women

1. A man will pay $2 for a $1 item he wants. A woman will pay $1 for a $2 item that she doesn't want.

2. A woman worries about the future until she gets a husband. A man never worries about the future until he gets a wife.

3. A successful man is one who makes more money than his wife can spend. A successful woman is one who can find such a man.

4. To be happy with a man you must understand him a lot & love him a little. To be happy with a woman you must love her a lot & not try to understand her at all.

5. Married men live longer than single men, but married men are a lot more willing to die.

6. Any married man should forget his mistakes-there's no use in two people remembering the same thing.

7. Men wake up as good-looking as they went to bed. Women somehow deteriorate during the night.

8. A woman marries a man expecting he will change, but he doesn't. A man marries a woman expecting that she won't change & she does.

9. A woman has the last word in any argument. Anything a man says after that is the beginning of a new argument.

10 signs of u r in LOVE :

1. U walk really slow wen u r wid her/him.

2. U feel shy wen she/he is arund.

3. U smile wen u hear her/him voice.

4. Wen u look at her/him u cant c othr people arund.

6. U start listenin 2 slow songs.

7. U realise u r always smilin 2 urself when u think abut her/him।

8. U wud do anythn 2 c her/him.

9. U wer so busy thinkin abut her/him

dat u did nt c dat point no. 5 is missing.

10. Now u scrolled up n laugh on ur mistake.

Ha ha pakade gye!!

I cum 2 know u r in luv.

u got lost thinking abt him/her.


same with me

hay kanika LOVE u...........

BEAUTIFUL LUV STORY:

He met her at a party, she was so outstanding, many guys chasing her,
while he was so normal,and nobody paid attention to him. At the end of
the party, he
invited her to have coffee with him, she was surprised, but as he was
polite, she agreed. They sat in a nice coffee shop, he was too nervous
to say anything, she felt uncomfortable, she thought, please, let me
back home.

Suddenly he asked the waiter : `would you please give me some salt ' ?
I'd like to put it in my coffee.

Everybody stared at him, so strange !
His face turned red, but, still, he put the salt in his coffee and
drank it.
She asked him curiously: why you have this hobby?
He replied: when I was a little boy, I was living near the sea, I liked
playing in the sea, I could feel the taste of the sea, salty and bite,
just like the taste of the salty coffee. Now every time I have the
salty coffee, I always think   of my childhood, think of my hometown, I miss
my hometown so much, I miss my parents who are still living there.
While saying that, tears filled his eyes.
She was deeply touched. That's his true feeling, from the bottom of his
heart.
A man who can tell out he is homesick, he must be a man who loves home,
cares about home, has responsibility of home. Then she also started to
speak, spoke about her faraway hometown, her childhood, her family.
That was a really nice talk, also a beautiful beginning of their story.
They continued to date. She found actually he was a man who met all her
demands: he had tolerance, was kind hearted, warm, careful... he was
such a good person but she almost missed him ! Thanks to his salty coffee
!
Then the story was just like every beautiful love story: the princess
married to the prince, then they were living the happy life...
And, every time she made coffee for him, she put some salt in the  
coffee, as she knew that's the way he liked it.
After 40 years, he passed away, left her a letter which said:
My dearest,
please forgive me, forgive for one whole life lie. This was the only
lie I said to you -- the salty coffee.
Remember the first time we dated ?
I was so nervous at that time, actually I wanted some sugar, but I said
salt. It was hard for me to change so I just went ahead. I never
thought that could be the
start of our communication! I tried to tell you the truth many times in
my life, but I was too afraid to do that, as I have promised not to lie
to you for
anything. Now I'm dying, I am afraid of nothing so I tell you the
truth: I don't like the salty coffee, what a strange bad taste...but I have
the salty coffee
for my whole life since I knew you, I never feel sorry for anything I
do for you. Having you with me is my biggest happiness for my whole
life. If I can live for the second time, I   still want to know you and have
you for my whole life, even though I have to drink the salty coffee
again. Her tears made the letter totally wet.
Someday, someone asked her: what's the taste of salty coffee ?

It's sweet. She replied.

Try devoting yourself to someone who can drink salty coffee for you
whole life.....

ok dude।

so best off luck .

LOVE u kanika

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S. Valentine... Saying "I LOVE U!" to your PC!

class Love{
private static int[] love = new int[]{73,32,76,79,86,69,32,89,79,85};

public static void main(String[] args){
for(int v : love)
System.out.print((char) v);
}
}


#:~ javac Love.java
#:~ java Love
I LOVE YOU

GOOD MORNING

Life is not meant to be a struggle, but a balanced and joyful journey. Always there is an answer. When you run up against a wall, don't look down and curse. Look up and reach for an even higher, even better possibility.

I AM IN LOVE

Again: As a human being, I am interested in love more than lust. But as an erotica writer I am interested in that intersection of love and lust. In this fluid life, wherein love and lust lay on the same continuum, I believe that the hottest love and the most intoxicating lust happen when the two are blended in the hottest of fires, in the whitest of light. I am unabashedly shouting it from the rooftops of our cities: I am in love. This piece is yet another articulation of what is transpiring in this blessed moment in my life:

Our first kiss was on a wintry white street.

She is a snow girl. And on the winter slopes of boards and skis and lifts, I picture her flying downhill as a snow angel. Flying, with wings, in the same way that she appeared in my life.

After four hours of conversation and food and wine and our official first date in this gentle courtship, it was a quick kiss. It was almost as though I stole it from her, just as she has been stealing the breath from me since I professed my crush and supreme attraction. But on this breathy white night, I did not learn the landscape of her lips; and while I wanted to, I was satisfied with the simple fact that yes, indeed: we have crossed this threshold.

We work together, and for the next several days at work, I sat at my desk – unable to completely engage in any company work. Her office is close-by and my overwhelming impulse was nerve-wrackingly close to walking straight-in and taking her in my arms, into my body’s life; opening my mouth and telling her everything I so desperately needed to with my lips and my kiss.

Anything else seemed false. Stodgy. Pedestrian. Uncertain.

On that snowy street, walking away from our first kiss, full of butterflies and apprehension about my approach, what I knew was: something is happening. Something that terrifies me and makes my palms sweat. At all times: When I talk to her I stutter and stumble through my words and tremble when she is not looking.

This girl makes me nervous. Anxiety-ridden.

Quickly, I am learning that love does not make you look very cool at all.

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Arthur Schopenhauer, one of our fathers of existentialism, had a phrase that described the sum total of everything in universe: the stars, planets, cosmic dust, oceans, people, cities, pencils, books, shoelaces and gumballs – everything. He called this “the totality of beings”.

Schopenhauer believed, in line with many existentialists, that our human mind does not have the rational ability to understand “the totality of beings”; and everything, taken in pieces or all at once.

However, he did believe that we are given glimpses of this totality of beings. Through emotion. More specificially, through non-directed or irrational emotions. Like anxiety.

I have come to further the basket of emotions that give us this taste of the totality of beings. I believe that the melancholy gives us these glimpse. So does love.

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She – this girl, the girl – is the most beautiful girl in the world.

It is as though the universe opened its annals and granted me something that even I did not, could not, expect.

Everything about her is manicured and moreover, musical. From her words, to her laugh, to the way she holds her wine glass and looks me in the eyes when we toast.

But I, I look away, because she makes me that nervous.

She has long legs. Her lines and curves would be the envy of every sculptor if they knew her name. The curves in her neck are poetic. The way that her back curls down like a bass clef to meet her legs is intimately interlaced with song. Even the crooks of her arms are perfect.

Her eyes may be the most striking I have ever known and make me look away like a little boy.

The words that come from her mouth find their provenance in her gut, her second brain, and they are so powerful that I am certain not even she has an inkling of how big they really are.

The way that she kisses me tells me everything that I need to know: She is the intersection between my holy erotic and biggest of loves. The biggest and most erotic.

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There is part of me that wished for a casual encounter with the girl. For a situation wherein I could display everything cool and alluring and mysterious about me; for her to see me as the kind of man that I’ve always wanted to be seen as.

But what has transpired is that I am unable to be cool around her. Completely, unable.

In front of this girl, I am just a little boy who, when he takes her hands, becomes short of breath and sweats at the heart of his palms.

If I am cool within any of this, it is only in how I kiss her: delicately. Because while my whole body wants to devour her with every primal cell in my mammalian frame, I kiss her delicately. I touch her sweetly.

Because in all of this, I think that I am saying something else.

In all of this, the strangest and most profound of interactions has transpired: I think that she is seeing me as the kind of man that I’ve always wanted to be. Not the man that I think I am. And for this I am more grateful than I could ever express.

Because, sitting in front of her, and I think that I actually could be that man. And maybe, I already am that man.

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Anxiety can change our physiological state.

Nausea, chest pain, shortness of breath and stomach aches can accompany a sense of anxiety. External signals of anxiety can include sweating, trembling and pupillary dilation.

Love can also cause these same symptoms.

Biological models of love and lust tend to equate the grandest of the hearts emotions with hunger and thirst.

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Our first protracted kiss came cabalistically, after work.

This was the first time I came to know the power in her kiss.

After a moment of obvious and heart-racing, heavy sexual tension and breathy air between us, we agreed that we should meet after work. And what told me most about all of this was: it was her idea.

So, we drove a couple of blocks away and met in a hotel’s parking lot. In the pink failing light of a day, she climbed into my car. It was cold outside, and when she came this close to me the air around us stalled into a jellied freeze.

As I looked down at my trembling hand, I asked her if she was nervous. She said, yes. Even her words quivered.

I said, I am too. I am nervous.

Then, slightly outside of myself and with an unabashed resilience, I leaned in to her and found her lips with mine.

In hindsight, it was one of the sexiest kisses I have ever had in my life. It was as though I had finally found the lips I have always been looking for. In the moment, however, and I was so terrified that I was almost nauseous.

We made our encounter short. And I felt fortune in this. This despite the fact that I was stuck between a place where I wanted to tear her apart with every notion of lust I have ever developed and the overwhelming sensation that I just wanted to lay, horizontally, gently, next to her and listen to her breathe and tell me the stories of her life as I run my fingers up and down her naked arm.

Since that moment, and possibly for the rest of my days: Her lips are the only lips I want.

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Because science strives for testability, it also strives for categorization. Since Aristotle, scientists have sought to compartmentalize, in order to categorize. In order to create meaning from testable hypotheses.

Studies have shown that those who are infatuated, or in love, have neural activity that resembles a mental illness. In short, love creates some of the same neurological activity that hunger, thirst and drug addiction does.

On the same hand, anxiety affects the amygdala and the hippocampus: two emotionally charged centers of the brain.

Without any access to CAT Scans: I would posit that love affects the same centers of the brain.

And while we can locate these affectations in the human mind, we are also dealing with emotions; the component of human activity that is at once irrational and unpredictable. Almost untestable. And just maybe: the irrational dimension to existence.

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“There is always some madness in love. But there is also always some reason in madness.”

- Friedrich Nietzsche

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She has written me some of the most powerful letters I have ever received. And while they are not, categorically, love letters – they are so close that they may even be larger than any love letter I have ever received.

After every letter I write her, even my small text messages, I am ridden with anxiety; and hoping, blindly, only that she gets it.

And every time she has amazed me. She has responded, more than favorably, she has responded appropriately and smartly. Beautifully. Perfectly.

In this terrifying process, of courting this girl, the girl, communication has been the one element that has saved me from perceived, certain death.

And then it happened. The words came:

Only a couple of days ago, I received the biggest news I have ever read with my eyes. In only five words, her text message said: I think I love you.

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Soren Kierkegaard, one of the other fathers of existentialism, articulated a notion about our birth. He thought that we were born into this life, with a sense of despair.

Kierkegaard believed that we possess this notion because we also possess a false sense of self. The true self, Kierkegaard said, was found through a relationship to the Absolute or Ultimate Reality. Or, as the Christian Kierkegaard believed, through a relationship with God.

Love is God.

Or if not that, then it is as close as we secular beings may ever get to the notion of God, incarnate.

Standing outside in the cold and I am looking at my phone and the five words that she sent me: I think I love you.

I see God. I see me.

Finally.

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For the first time, I am laying on her bed. It is morning and I, the professional sleeper, no longer want to sleep – because she, the girl, is laying next to me.

Finally, I have a sober moment to touch her. Here I am not nervous. Here, I am hyper-present and unafraid of myself in that way that waking up next to a girl whom you respect makes you unafraid.

We kiss and touch and touch until the pads of my fingers are raw with learning. Learning about her body.

And then, slowly, she moves down my torso. I am naked and open and exposed and my heart is beating so loudly that I fear she will stop her progression for fear of me having a heart attack.

And then, she takes me in her mouth.

In absolute unbelief, I close my eyes.

It is here where my blessing becomes a curse: I am so over-analytical that I can feel it in my toes. I am thinking: I am inside of her. She is taking me in her mouth. The most beautiful creature I have ever come to know has me inside her mouth.

I try and try and try to relax. But despite the fact that I have never been taken like this; and despite the fact that this may the most amazing girl to be at my midsection; and despite the fact that she may be taking me with the perfect aptitude – the one I did not even know existed – I am still thinking. And I cannot stop.

Slowly, the blood drains from me.

She looks up and says, are you okay?

Short of breath and I cannot explain anything. In our dance, she comes back up to me and I take her strongly in my arms.

Later I will do my best to explain my situation.

I tell her that this may be the grand expression of how in-love I am with her.

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Days later and I go back to my phone. I pull-up her message to make certain it wasn’t a dream. And I read those five words over and over and over again. I think to myself that these are the words I’ve been waiting for all my life.

I make mention of the words to her. She says she is scared.

I tell her, your heart is safe with me.

My eyes are forever fixed on your heavens.

I have given you my heart and with it, every grand virtue and ideology and passion that I have ever conceived of. You are now my integrity. You are the embodiment of that and possibly, more.

And I want everybody in my world to know this much.

In the rooms I inhabit, everyone knows that I am in love. And rightfully, they know her name. From the city of New York to every street light, and from atop of every figurative building I inhabit I have called her name. And the universe, with its millions of stars, has twinkled back at me.

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U luv coz u weep. u weep coz u hurt. u hurt coz u fail. u fail coz u try. u try coz u need. u need coz u want. u want coz u feel. u feel coz u live. u live coz u luv have u ever noticed a heart is two upside down teardrops Love's beautiful like butterfly when u try to catch it, it will fly away but when u cool and silent, it will come and touch u. So wait for your butterfly!!!! they say true love is just round the corner i must be walking in circles Love is like a glass. If u break it, it’s hard to fix, And even if you manage that , it’ll never be the same. People say that when love comes knocking on your door let it in. But sometimes love comes through a backdoor & by the time u notice its on its way out. God gave u 2 legs to walk.2 hands to hold.2 ears to hear.2 eyes to see. But why did he give u only 1 Heart? Probably because He wants you to look for the other Some thoughts are better kept unsaid. some feelings are better kept to urself. because love has its way of expressing itself despite the silence. True love doesnt have a happy ending.True love doesnt have an ending! Love is like a rose it blossoms then dies. Dont find love.let love find you.That's why it's called falling in love coz you dont force yourself to fall- you just do! If you want me to fall for you- you have to give me something worth tripping over. love is not how u 4get but how u forgive.not how u listen but how u understand.not what u see but what u feel & not how u let go but how u hold on. Love is like quicksand the deeper you fall in the harder it is to get out It hurts 2 luv sum1 who doesnt giv u d time of day.but it hurts more wen u realize dat sum1 u dont giv d time of day luved u & gave it up coz u luved another Looks may capture the eyes but it's the personality that captures the heart love can sometimes be magic- but magic can sometimes be an ILLUSION! You can close your eyes to things you do not want to see. But u cant close your heart to things you do not want to feel.

I LOVE U

I Love U Quotes

You know it's love when forever is not long enough.

It's true we don't know what we've got until its gone,
but we don't know what we've been missing until it arrives.

Love is the shortest distance between hearts.

Life and love are like hide and seek.
People spend their whole lives looking for love,
but when they finally forget to look for it, they find it.

See there's this place in me where your fingerprints still rest,
your kisses still linger, and your whispers softly echo.
It's the place where a part of you will forever be a part of me.

The bad things in life open your eyes to the good
things you weren't paying attention to before.

If you love someone,
do not put their name in a heart because hearts can be broken,
instead put their name in a circle,
because circles go on forever.

Love is just a word until someone you meet gives it a proper meaning.